Wednesday, 30 June 2010

dilema wanita



Hahaha.Ada sedikit kepoyoan disitu.Wanita la sangat aku ni.he3..saja nak bgi tajuk gempak..padahal nothing pun...hurm...

B4 paper Physiology,niat aku nak balik Mesia tetiba timbul n berkobar-kobar.Pastu berniat la lps paper Physio nak call mak ayh ckp hal ni,tapi,time dpt ja paper Physio,aku terus ubh pikiran disebabkan ketidakyakinan aku dlm menjawab exm bru2 ni.

Tapi penahkah insan bernama Farhah ni berpuas hati dengan performance nya exm kali ni?Hampir semua paper kot aku mengeluh.(Aku bukan tidak bersyukur,tpi.....)Hurm.Setiap kali rasa x boleh buat y terbaik,sure ingtan tertumpu kat mak ayh,sure sebak time tu.Tengah dok jwb exm bleh plak sebak2 ni.Tu la aku sekarang..

Ptg tdi call la mak,sbb esk mak nak p umrah ngn Pan.Pan y nak p sbb dia nak SPM thn ni..Dia kata nak beribadat depan Kaabah n minx ngn Allah,so mak perkenankan niat dia(Agak jeles disitu).hahaha.
Pastu ckp la ngn mak apa suma.Bermula lah perbualan antara anak diperantauan dan ibu kesayangan di Kampung Tersusun tercinta.Cewah..
Tapi masalahnya line tenet plak buat hal..potong feel aku ja ckp ngn mak.N aku berniat nak call lagi sebelum mak fly rini.

Akan tetapi,mlm tadi aku ada la bagi email kat ayah aku.(mmg cara aku berhubung dengan ayah melalui email,xpun call ja).Aku bagitau la kata nak balik Mesia apa semua.Cerita la pasai paper Physio apa suma siap.Cerita la pasai tukaq fikiran apa suma.Pastu tdi ayah baru ja balas.Macam biasa lah,isi kandungan dia soh aku jangan pk dah pasai paper y dah lepas.N ayah bgtau semua siblings doakan aku kat sini.
Pastu ayah cakap pulak pasai nak balik.Jeng2..poyo lagi.
Ayah cakap,mak ayah x kisah if aku nak balik..Almost welcome BUT ayah aku prefer aku join kak aku kat UK now.Hurm..Mmg aku ada niat nak join dulu,nak p umh mak sedara kat Durham.
Tapi dah terbantut jap.Hiash2...
If aku selfish, aku bleh ja p UK right after exm.Xmau dah tunggu result.
Tapi if aku p,mmg confirm aku x balik raya kat Mesia dah.
Patu bygkan if sumtg bad happen to my result,mcm x best la plak kan berjalan.
Thats mean,aku x bgi adiah sepatutnya kat mak ayh aku dengan result exm aku.Xbest la kan?

Tapi lately ni aku rindu umh.
Rindu mak ayh.
Rindu kak2 n adik2 aku.
Rindu kwn2 aku.
Rindu semua kat mesia.
Rndu katil,bilik,bau bilik aku=p
Tapi ntah la mcm mna...Pabila org len bercerita pasai balik,mula la niat nak balik tu timbul.
Adoi.(jgn byk mengeluh,xbaik )
(Ayat utk memujuk hati y lara)
Tapi bukan terok pun if aku raya kat sini kan?
If aku x balik,aku nak banyak luangkan masa ngn Anah kot di Cairo.
Nak join dia buat apa2 y patut.
Mesir ni kan banyak ilmu,just pilihan kat tangan aku.Sama ada nak or xmau cari ilmu2 tu.
Lagi pun bukan rugi pun belajaq ilmu2 mcm tu.Untuk bekalan kat sana jugak nnti =)
So,apa keputusan anda?
Tak balik ka,mesia ka or uk ka?
Hurm,penin jugak pk.
hahaha.

N/B:khamis ni adalah paper last aku.doakan ya suma...thanks =)


82 comments:

Pan said...

tajuk xleh blah~
rndu pa'ah gak...
ayh ckp benah maybe stay...
heges~ (dengki gak :P)
haha...
pan doakan yg terbek kat kakku yg xbtul nie...
amin~

Ifah Ibrahim said...

duk mesir pon ok gk... crik ilmu.
uk ang dh p an..
umah thun dpn pon bley balek..
dh x lama hehe

syahmi said...

malaysia!

paahbaek said...

pan:touching nya..he3.even kak anda x betoi,tpi dia baik kan??

tipah:he3..rasa nak blik mesia tu sgt tgi la..mcm mna ni??

loki:aiwah..mesia tercinta =)

dealova said...

paah...

road not taken..
UK!
=)

Ifah Ibrahim said...

nak balek ..balek la.. aku pon rindu ang hehe

paahbaek said...

wani:hahaa...adoi..uk ek??pk jap

tipah:kena blik byq utg ang weh..hahaha

Ifah Ibrahim said...

haha sengal

khairi malik said...

ouh..dah ade kt msia ke ni?
kitorang baru je start exam! :(

paahbaek said...

eh..xagi la khairi..bakal ada di mesia..he3..xpa.chaiyok =)

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